Alright. Yes these two weeks had been rather depressing.
There are many people out there in the world that will to destroy your dreams but you just have to work even harder and not give up. Once you give up, they win. And so, I am not going to give in and keep pushing myself forward.
Almost forgot about V day. Thanks huh for executing the plan for me. It was sweet revenge. Owe you a dinner for that.
Went to Orchard with Alex, Ann Chi and Pei Xuan to watch He's Just not that into you and had dinner at the Korean BBQ. I need more food. Depressed.
How bad can things go. It rains even when I go windsurfing.
Where would I be on 20th of June I wonder.
O ya Japanese is so not easy.
Moo:D
10:52 PM
Friday, February 6, 2009
Okay anyway, yup life sucks. At least it is not that bad when I am watching animes.
These few weeks were pretty much the same for me. Weekends are packed with classes and windsurfing but it's okay. And the weekdays are .... Forget about the weekdays shall we?
Life is pretty short. There are shit load of stuff we want to do but so little time. Time is a important factor man. And of course, thanks to national service, I am thinking a lot more about not wasting time. There are a lot of stuffs that do not wait for you, you wait just awhile longer and, you miss it. And I got rather bad bad bad feeling, that I missed something important. Everything love to go against you. O well, life sucks.
There are hell lot of issues in my mind that I need to sort out but, I have no time. It's kind of a torture to have things that you have to do or say but, you do not have any chance of doing it. O well, life sucks.
And, traveling alone is rather interesting. You guys should give it a try. I so want to go to India, after I commissioned. I so gonna promise myself. If the Taiwan trip is cancelled. Alright, time to save up.
Anyway want to learn sailing ?
Moo:D
7:36 AM
Friday, January 23, 2009
How to keep yourself awake?
Bad drawings keep you awake. Lol.
Moo:D
12:35 AM
Sunday, January 18, 2009
I know what to do. I just .... sigh .... never mind. Fear.
Moo:D
2:27 AM
Saturday, January 17, 2009
勇气 ......
Moo:D
12:27 AM
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Just came back from a 10-day training from Brunei. If I did not reply anyone's sms or so, that is why.
O god the trip is tiring, but fun. Biang, been there done that. Hope I am not the one holding GPS next time.
The training was mainly about jungle, jungle,jungle and more jungle.
Did quite a lot of stupid stuffs.
1. Never have a giant rhino beetle in your pants. The feeling is not good. Trust me on that. 2. Always wear socks when you are sleeping near a river. Some leeches had a family feast on my feet. 3. Always walk with your glasses on if you can not see without them. I almost died 58 times from 58 falls. 4. Do wear gloves when you want to touch anything that you see for the first time in your life. 5. Walk properly. Got laughed at by some Brunei kids cause I almost fell into the water in water village. Damn it.
We had R&R for the last day of the trip. The R&R was not really what we will call fun when it was still better than in SBO running right. Wasted one hour playing Lan there.
And hell. Spent a lot. Not in Brunei of course. In DFS. Got quite a lot of alcohol cause a lot of friends are not buying them. Got a lot of perfumes also, mostly are for friends that asked me to buy for them. I only got 2 polo black for myself since the one in the house is finishing.
O ya had a random dream on one of those nights, I then realized how crappy was 2008 for me. Many things happened that almost make me forget who am I. I regretted the time I lost in that year. All the time wasted thinking about unnecessary issues when I should forget them long time ago. It's okay. Just take it was another form of training to toughen one's mind.
And btw, Love is a very simple thing. Some people just have to make it sounds so dark and complicated.
Alright, 2009 ahead. Gotta work even harder to make up for all the time lost :) I need to move out soon !!! I want to backpack also!!! I need more money !!! All the saving and investing is working pretty well. The little online shop with friends is doing quite well also, just that I do not get much cause I am in NS, too busy to help out. Anyone got any lobangs for tuition ? Maths and any sciences ... I can teach ... I think ... At least the two kids I taught did pretty well :) Thank god.
I am still the same Yongquan for all my friends but to some, I wished I never know them.
Good luck to those I know taking "O" Level result tomorrow. That include my brother.
